Wednesday, October 31, 2007
I was randomly blog-hopping and ended up here. I don't really think of this place as active anymore, since I hardly blog anyways, and most of thoughts go onto my LJ. But as usual, the sentimental part of me decided to take an affectionate little trip down memory lane and look around at all the old entries. Maybe for a good laugh.
On the contrary, though, I found that this place was rather moving. Maybe to me only, but that doesn't matter. It's the personal bond I share with a single page on the internet, one amongst millions, billions of others. This is me! Me during my four years of secondary school. I think that after this year I might as well stop updating bubbleballoon. It's a pleasant little relic of four years of change, growth and happiness. Preteen sillyness, twit language at certain points in time, and general immaturity that I suppose as yet continues to pervade my thoughts and writing. I'd like to leave it this way. Whenever I take the time to read my old entries I feel like some part of me has managed to hold on to a little bit of my memories, which I can hold onto and savour even when the people and places around me have changed. I hope I don't seem like some hopeless sentimental person who feeds on yesterday's dreams and doesn't do much about the present; I'm merely saying, the past is something I want to look back and be proud of or at least, happy about.
Since it's not December yet, I won't do any closure things here for now. Just in case I want to add little relevant snippets in the future. I like to know there's a way back to everything, that nothing is ever truly gone or over. It's something small that's nice to believe in.
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